it's been a year since I've updated! I don't know why I've come back to be honest.
I'm thankful for all the comments I never knew it would come to this! Hahaha.
maybe its time for something new!

maybe i'll upload something when i can be fucked, and when the exams are over. :\

ONE MORE FTW.

make its okay.

bored bored.
i signed up to be a buddy for the new kids on orientation day.
WHAT WAS I THINKING?

Listening:She by Green Day.
Reading: Brokeback Mountain. again. _{but i skipped the gay sex part.} but its really really good, the story, I mean.
Watching: Dreamer.

First week of school sucked ARSE. I never anticipated it would be this bad. I want to crush my english teacher for thinking I suck at english just cause I have black hair and am Asian. I probably rock more at English than those bubble-gum filled head of the bimbos and whatnot.
Including those idiot rich spoilt boys with emo hair cuts. okay. thats only jake. but whatever.

The other classes are okay. I think its just the english REALLY got to me. There's way too much popular people and its NOT FUNNY. I'm feeling sick that i have to stand in front of these people and have to give a speech. I already suck at speeches. NASH.

And I dont can't understand my history teacher's accent. I mean, don't get me wrong, I think Irish accent is lovely, but not so much when mixed undicernably with Scottish. this is very hard to copy notes down with.

The concert was okay, IF YOU LIKE HORDES OF RABID FANGIRLS SCREAMING IN YOUR EAR AND JUMPING ON YOUR BRAND NEW WHITE FLATS. argh!

Oh, and my mom and me argued recently. We seemed to do alot of that. I destroyed her glass cup AFTER she cancelled my italian class. NO ONE messes with me and italian classes. God. She uses the smallest things i do to blow things up, like losing a disposable water bottle..

I think everyone should listen to She by Green Day. It's so much like me, its makes me scared.

<sub>She...
She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
Thats been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

She's figured out
All her doubts were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control</sub>

Listening: Davy Jones From Pirates of the Caribbean Dead Man's Chest.
Reading:The Historian: Elizabeth Kostova
Watching: Pirates of the Caribbean: The Black Pearl.


yayye. I'm finally fufilling my 5 year old dream of speaking Italian!
So this can come in handy when i intend to live in Italy. heheh. or talk to a gypsy. or become one.

I'm sorry. but i wont be filling in anymore dev.art because school is starting. which also mean i will be learning to tell the time properly. unless i have free time. which would be 'Le Gasp!'
Planetshakers Concert is in my church. and i have NO-ONE to bring. i dont even want to go. which is stupid since pratically everyone is looking forward to it/talking about it/ advertising it. and in church, the conversation went like:

cell leader: okay km, how many tickets do you want.
mmble,mmble.
my turn: i dont think i want any.
cell leader: WHY NOT?
my turn: i dont like planetshakers much.

and then there was such a large intake of breath i thought i might get sucked in to the black canyon she calls a mouth. or maybe a blackhole.

then i said 2 tickets.
STUPID. STUPID. STUPID.
i should have said banana hammock instead. now i have to find someone who likes christian rock music...

however. learning italian and pretending to be a gypsy would cheer me up much.

beam me up, God